Wound:revisited

You are so DESPERATELY different

WHY try so hard to be someone that isn't you

WHY is there a need to prove

when we both know,

neither are victorious...

And why, why am I opening my heart

awaking my senses

to the same ol' wound again...

How do you do?

I feel like I've been
stripped off
Made to walk in front
of people, NUDE
I feel like my heart
has been robbed
off its love and tender care
I feel betrayed
My words echoed
in somebody else's
mouth and ears
I feel like I've been
stabbed, BLUNT
painfully enjoying the silence of death

How do I do?

I'm fine... thank you.

Dismantling Me

- D.i.s.m.a.n.t.l.i.n.g Me -

1. Take out the heart
2. Soak it in fakeness of love
3. Boil it with anger
4. Mince it with frustration
5. Dry the brain of reasoning
6. Season it with false hope
7. Add in accusation and hatred
8. Allow others' propaganda to mix well with all the ingredients
9. Perfect the taste of decision by letting it be influenced by the essence of STRANGER
10. Dinner is served!!!

The sun is setting

The sun is setting
My heart is bleeding
Is that the last ray I'm seeing?

It's difficult to breathe
As I lay here half dying
Is this the last air I'm inhaling?

The dusk is approaching
My nerves are numb
Is this the last day I'm living?

Love - untypical

Love
Need not a reason
To Love
Should not expect a return
Unconditional...

Cold blood self murder

I stabbed my heart
again and again
You stood there watching me
dying
The spear you gave me
blunt
It's very hard for me
to die
Yet I'm very persistent
and you stood still
watching me
dying...

Y.O.U

To stop thinking
about you
... Is to upset my brain
functionality
To stop loving you
is to cease breathing
To live without you
is
to

die

a

slow

death.